A Spoken Silence

Reflections & contemplations on the spiritual life

Better to be a dog in the Kingdom of Heaven

Christ healing the daughter of the Canaanite Woman

At that time, Jesus went to the district of Tyre and Sidon. And behold, a Canaanite woman from that region came out and cried, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David; my daughter is severely possessed by a demon.” But he did not answer her a word. And his disciples came and begged him, saying, “Send her away, for she is crying after us.” He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of the house of Israel.” But she came and knelt before him, saying, “Lord, help me.” And he answered, “It is not fair to take the children’s bread and throw it to the dogs.” She said, “Yes, Lord, yet even the dogs eat the crumbs that fall from their master’s table.” Then Jesus answered her, “O woman, great is your faith! Be it done for you as you desire.” And her daughter was healed instantly. – The Gospel According to St. Matthew 15:21-28

Homily of Fr. James Hademenos Sunday January 29, 2012 Assumption of the Virgin Mary Greek Orthodox Church San Angelo, Texas.

Assumption of the Virgin Mary Greek Orthodox Church, San Angelo, Texas

Tired of the crowds and the Pharisees with their cunning attacks, our Lord left the Jews and went into the coasts of Tyre and Sidon. Tyre was located 40 miles northwest of Capernaum and Sidon was 60 miles northwest of Capernaum.  Sidon was 26 miles northeast of Tyre.   Capernaum was located on the northeast corner of the Sea of Galilee.  Why did He go there?  He went to the land of Tyre and Sidon to reveal the Universal Kingdom of God to the pagans who lived there.

These two towns which still exist today were not Jewish in origin, but Syro-Phenician and Greek. In other words they were pagan. Indeed, the woman with whom today’s Gospel is concerned was also a pagan, a Canaanite. When she first spoke to the Savior, the disciples, who were Jews, naturally would have nothing to do with her and wanted her sent away. But the Lord considered that she belonged to the lost sheep of the House of Israel, and that therefore she should speak and so His Divine mission to the ‘lost sheep of the House of Israel’ should be revealed.

We should note that the Canaanite women recognized that her daughter had a devil. She did not make up some story, full of excuses and blame, that her daughter was ill. No, she had faith and recognized the demons for what they are. Here, we see the faith of the Canaanite woman, for although she had suffered the bigotry and prejudice of the Jews, yet she was still willing to plead for the help of a Jew, the help of Christ, calling Him ‘Thou Son of David’.

It would seem to us that Christ’s reply to her, virtually calling her a dog, was very hard. In fact, of course, He was merely testing her reaction and thus revealing her faith, a faith greater than that of the Jews, especially the Pharisees, with whom He had recently spoken. Indeed, the Canaanite woman was not insulted by Christ’s words. Instead, in all humility, she replied that even dogs are glad to eat the crumbs that fall from the table of the Master. Thus she had shown not only faith, but also humility

At once she was rewarded with the healing of her daughter at a distance, a miraculous healing, like that of the servant of the centurion, miracles which can take place only through the might of the Savior, Who overcomes the barriers of space and time to heal. Thus we see that for any miracle to take place, we first need faith and then humility, the faith and humility of the Canaanite woman, who asks for Christ’s mercy and help.

However, if we go further and penetrate into the inner meaning of this miracle of faith and humility, we will find even deeper significance.  This miracle occurred in the land of Tyre and Sidon. Now, scholars tell us that the word ‘Tyre’ means ‘besieged’. And the daughter of the Canaanite woman was exactly in that situation – she was besieged by demons. Indeed the pagan world as a whole was besieged by demons whom it worshipped.

And the word ‘Sidon’ means ‘those who seek’. And there were those in the pagan world who did just that – they did seek, for they were not so engrossed in vice that they could not, like the Canaanite woman, still seek the truth.

Finally, the word ‘Canaan’ means ‘prepared by humility’. And that is precisely the case of the Canaanite woman. For if we are besieged by demons and we seek, prepared by humility, then we shall find Christ, as did the Canaanite woman from Tyre and Sidon.

Here we should be careful for there are those who seek and do not find. This is because they are not prepared by humility. They are indeed doing the opposite of seeking, they are ‘self-seeking’, in other words seeking only to dominate through pride and seeking to intrigue through selfishness. They are not seeking the healing of their soul, for in their pride they do not even acknowledge it to be ill.

Today’s Gospel then has a universal significance, especially for today’s neo-pagan world. For today’s world is like Tyre ‘besieged’ by demons. Part of it is content to remain like that. Part of it seeks its own advantage in such a situation. But part of it is genuinely coming out from Sidon, ‘seeking’ and ‘prepared by humility’. That part is ready to accept even the crumbs that fall from the table of the Master. And what are those crumbs? They are the crumbs of the Bread of Life, the Body of Christ, the Eucharist of the Church. This is available to all who seek with humility through prayer, fasting and confession. And those who seek thus, will assuredly find.

Let us this day, like the Canaanite woman, also cry out:

Have mercy on us, O Lord! Lord help us!  Amen!

A knowledge of toast

Toast by John McClumpha

Knowledge is overrated. At least, the intellectual sort of knowledge, the kind we get from books and study. The real knowledge comes from living. That is the kind I think is meant when we refer to the “knowledge of God.”

This came home to me this morning while I was fixing breakfast. I was spreading honey on toast for my wife who was in a hurry to get out the door to work. As I began, I was spreading it the way I do it for my own toast. I am kind of a “just get it on there” sort of guy when it comes to jam or honey on toast. Slap it on and start eating. But, I have learned something, I have gained knowledge, after almost 23 years of marriage. My wife is much more meticulous about honey on her toast than I. She does it more slowly, more deliberately and quite frankly does a much better job at it. The honey is to go from edge to edge, from corner to corner, leaving no part of the surface of the toast uncovered. That is how she likes it. I know that is how she likes it. So, instead of doing it my own way, I tried my best to do it like she likes it. No one told me this. I never read it in a book or manual. I have never been graded on my toast spreading ability and the health of my marriage is not dependent on how well I spread honey on toast. I came to this knowledge from 22+ years of sitting across the breakfast table watching her spread honey on her toast.

It dawned on me this morning, as I altered my honey spreading technique, that such is what is meant by the knowledge of God. It is gained not from bible study, or reading or any form of intellectual endeavor. We only obtain such knowledge by sitting across the breakfast table every morning for a long, long time. It is in watching God over a life time, and slowly, without even noticing it, starting to pick up on what God does and trying to emulate it that the transforming knowledge of God begins to change us. That is possessing the true knowledge of God.

Peace be with you.

A random thought on quitting Bible study

I do not need more Bible Study. I have been attending Bible studies and Sunday School classes my whole life. Sometimes, I still do. But, I have come to the realization that more Bible Study is not what I need. I have plenty of Bible knowledge. It is the Spirit and Essence of God contained in scripture that I need. I need to dwell in it, live in it, contemplate and absorb it. That is a different kind of study altogether from that which I have heretofore known.

Salvation is not found in the study of the Bible but in its infusing our lives, after all – even the Devil can quote scripture.

Peace be with you.

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