A Spoken Silence
Reflections & contemplations on the spiritual life
A mockery of life
Posted by on May 23, 2012
During a visit to a monastery not too long ago, I was advised by the Geronda (Abbott) to avoid going to movies. “Movies,” he said, “are a mockery of life.” I thought how true that observation is at the time. On further reflection, I realized how important that suggestion was to helping me live a spiritual life.
I am not so much talking about film in general, but movies in particular. Movies for the sake of distraction and sheer entertainment. They are a powerful medium and a great temptation. Like most people, I love going to the movies. They capture your mind, heart and imagination. You become completely engrossed in the universe the director has created. You no longer live in the world, but in one that has been fabricated for you.
But, it is all a carefully devised manipulation of your mind. What they give us is a completely false reality. It mocks everything it touches. It makes war and murder glamorous and exciting, it makes sex the most important aspect of our existence, it maligns and disdains almost all that is sacred. We have a strange desire to allow ourselves to be manipulated in this way. We give ourselves over to this without even thinking whether it is good and right to surrender our mind so completely.
One thing that is necessary to a life of peace and contemplation is to empty it of distractions. And, movies are a great distraction. But, it is not just the time spent in the theater and being entertained that is the danger. It is the stream of thoughts and memories that come flooding in after the movie. If you have ever experienced this, I know you will recognize it. It is when you are laying in bed and the funny, sad, or disturbing images and sounds you saw and heard come flooding into your memory in the darkness. It is almost impossible to shut them off. Some nights, after seeing a particular movie, it is hard to go to sleep becuase the entire movie is playing itself over and over in my mind. I can count on one hand the number of movies I have seen that have been a positive influence on my life. But, those are not the ones that cloud my mind. It is the ones that are sick, sadistic and disturbing that haunt the recesses of my memory.
I am not one of those who advocate shutting yourself off from everything that the contemporary world offers us. But, if we would free ourselves for a life of peace and spiritual progress, we must learn to be more discerning with the things that occupy our time, and that we allow to fill our minds.
So, with that said, I think I will go see The Avengers.
Christos Anesti!
Wealth = a lack of love
Posted by on May 21, 2012

St. Basil the Great
I discovered an astounding truth this past weekend that lay hidden from me for over 1,700 years. This is summed up in the words of St. Basil the Great: “The more you abound in wealth, the more you lack in love.” Many may chaff at such a statement, but that does not make it any less true.
In my weakness I have often tried to rationalize or explain away Christ’s command to the rich young ruler to sell everything and give it to the poor. This is pretty easy to do. It is easy to say that Christ was just talking to that young man, not necessarily to me. It is easy to say that what Christ was addressing was the young man’s attachment to his wealth. It is easy to say that the call to sell everything is for the few (i.e. monastics), while the many are not called to do that. Yet, still the lingering sense exists that I am not being honest with what Christ is really telling me. Maybe the problem is that I don’t understand what he is saying. Or, maybe the problem is that I do understand, but I just don’t want to hear it.
That is where my encounter with St. Basil comes in. I was reading his homily, titled “To the Rich.” In Basil’s time the passage in Matthew 19: 16-22 was interpreted mainly in two ways. (Basil, St. On Social Justice St. Vladimir’s Seminary Press Crestwood NY, Introduction by C. Paul Schroeder22-25). The monastic movement in the deserts of Egypt and the Levant were still relatively new, and the monks interpreted this command very literally. St. Anthony, the founder of Christian monasticism sold all he had, distributed it to the poor and fled into the desert to live a life of constant prayer and solitude. The monastic movement declared that this command applied to everyone.
The other interpretation was that it is merely the attachment to possessions that Christ tells the young man to give up. It is the attitude towards wealth that must be stripped away because the person who is concerned about wealth is not truly free. This interpretation has a very familiar 21st century feel to it, but it was first aticulated by St. Clement in the early third century. (Which goes to prove, there is nothing new under the sun.)
But, Basil took another approach entirely. To Basil, Jesus’ whole discourse with this young man articluates clearly for us the law of love. One cannot possess wealth and show love at the same time. Love requires that it be given away. It is best if we learn from St. Basil’s own words:
“It is thus evident that you[the rich young man] are far from fulfilling the commandment, and that you bear false witness within your own soul that you have loved your neighbor as yourself. Look, the Lord’s offer shows just how distant you are from true love! For if what you say is true, that you have kept from your youth the commandment of love and have given to everyone the same as to yourself, then how did you come by this abundance of wealth? Care for the needy requires the expenditure of wealth: when all share alike, disbursing their possessions among themselves, they each receive a small portion for their individual needs. Thus, those who love their neighbor as themselves possess nothing more than their neighbor; yet surely, you seem to have great possessions! How else can this be, but that you have preferred your own enjoyment to the consolation of the many? For the more you abound in wealth, the more you lack in love.
“If you had truly loved your neighbor, it would have occurred to you long ago to divest yourself of this wealth. But now your possessions are more a part of you than the members of your own body, and separation from them is as painful as the amputation of one of your limbs. Had you clothed the naked, had you given your bread to the hungry, had your door been opened to the stranger, had you been a parent to the orphan, had you made the suffering of every helpless person your own, what money would you have left, the loss of which to grieve?”
What Christ is really doing is telling the young man that he is a liar. Merely because he did not murder, or steal or commit adultery and honored his father and mother, he had forgotten the greater commandment – to love your neighbor as yourself. Because, if he truly loved his neighbor he would not have possessions that so held him in fetters.
Until we love, truly love our neighbor as ourself, we can never truly follow Christ. Perhaps the moral of this story is to not focus so much on the difficulty of giving away what I possess. Perhaps the real lesson is to first do that which is even more difficult – to love our neighbor as we do ourselves. This is the first and greatest commandment.
Christos Anesti!
Quiet Time v. Unceasing Prayer
Posted by on May 17, 2012
When I was a youth, back in the 1980s, one of the popular things that youth workers and ministers were always promoting was having a “quiet time.” What they were referring to was a time of personal devotion. The idea was, that if you really wanted to draw close to God the way to do it was to have a “quiet time” which consisted of spending some time, usually at least 30 minutes, reading your Bible and praying. Ideally you were supposed to do this in the morning, but you could do it at other times as well. Recently I heard a youth minister use this phrase in passing and decided he must be pretty old school as I haven’t heard anyone really use that phrase in 15 or 20 years.
But, that got me to contrasting the idea of the quiet time, as I had learned it, with the idea of constant or unceasing prayer that I have been learning. Throughout my life I had read Paul’s admonition to, “Rejoice always, pray constantly, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.” (1 Thessalonians 5: 16-18) many times and entirely missed that the instruction is that we are to “pray constantly” until I was given a copy of The Way of a Pilgrim.
This little book, written by an unknown 19th century Russian author, tells the simple but profound story of a man wandering through Russia seeking to learn how to follow this instruction of St. Paul to pray without ceasing. He hears in Church the reading from 1 Thessalonians, which says in part, “Pray constantly.” This causes him to begin to wonder how it can be possible for someone to pray without ceasing when the practical necessities of life demand so much attention.
The narrator continues: “I checked my Bible and saw with my own eyes exactly what I had heard, that it is necessary to pray constantly, (1 Thess. 5:17); to pray in the Spirit on every possible occasion (Eph. 6:18); in every place to lift your hands reverently in prayer (1 Tim. 2:8). I thought and thought about these words, but no understanding came to me.”
Thus begins the adventure for this wanderer. He finds an elder who instructs him in the practice of the Jesus Prayer, which has so important a place in Orthodox spirituality.
“Without frequent prayer,” the elder explains, ” it is not possible to find one’s way to God, to understand truth, and to crucify the lusts of the flesh….I say frequent prayer because purity and perfection in prayers are not within our reach…Consequently, our only contribution toward perfection in prayer, the mother of all spiritual good, is regularity and constancy.”
In explaining the Jesus Prayer, the elder goes on, “The ceaseless Jesus Prayer is a continuous, uninterrupted call on the holy name of Jesus Christ with the lips, mind, and heart; and in the awareness of His abiding presence it is a plea for His blessing in all undertakings, in all places, at all times, even in sleep. The words of the prayer are ‘Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me!’ Anyone who becomes accustomed to this prayer will experience great comfort as well as the need to say it continuously.”
The remainder of the book is about this man’s journeys and the ever deepening faith and devotion to God that grows within him through his constant use of the Jesus Prayer.
Compared to this very ancient practice of constant prayer, which can be traced back into the early centuries of the Church, the idea of a “quiet time” while not bad, seems very inadequate and incomplete. A “quiet time” is the modern way of approaching God. I will give God 30 minutes a day. Then, I can leave God at home and go about my life. But, ceaseless prayer that is another thing entirely. In ceaseless prayer I call to mind the name of Christ every available minute of every available day. And, according to the Fathers, after awhile the prayer will become automatic and self-activating within you. It is as if Christ and the thought of Christ take over and dwell in you and your life is constantly consumed with the presence of Christ on your mind, heart and lips.
And, isn’t that the whole point?